Read this "HATE letter". It is so funny and creative. This is a loveletter from a boy to a girl.... However, the girl's father does not like him and want them stop their relationship......and so..the boy wrote this letter to the girl..he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter..

1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself.
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help me.
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this is the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend."

So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd Numbers) So..Please try reading it again! It's so smart & sweet.... :)

Short sad story..

Derick: 
I guess we are the left-overs in this world.

Lily: 
I think so...all of my friends have boyfriends, and we are the only the 2 people left in this world without any special person in our lives.

Derick: 
Yup, I don't know what to do.

Lily: 
I know! We'll play a game.

Derick: 
What game?

Lily: 
I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days 
and you will be my boyfriend.

Derick: 
That's a great plan, in fact, I don't have anything to do 
much for the following few weeks.

DAY 1: 
They watch their first movie 
and they both are touched by the romantic film.

DAY 4: 
They went go to the beach and have a picnic. Derick and Lily have their quality time together.

DAY 12: 
Derick invited Lily to a circus and they ride through a Horror House. 
Lily was scared and she thought she touched Derick's hand but she actually touched someone else's hand they both laughed.

DAY 15: 
They saw a fortune teller down the road, and they asked for their future advice.
The fortune teller said: 
"My darlings, please don't waste the time of your life, spend the rest of your time together, happily." Then tears flowed out from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20: 
Lily invited Derick to go to the hill 
and they saw a meteor; Lily mumbled something.

DAY 28: 
They sat on the bus, and because of a bumpy road Lily gave her first kiss to Derick by accident.

DAY 29: 
11:37 pm: 
Lily and Derick sat in the park where they first decided to play this game.

Derick: 
I'm tired Lily...Do you want anything to drink? I'll buy you one...I'll just go down the road.

Lily: 
An Apple Juice, that's all. Thank you.

Derick: 
Wait for me.

20 minutes later 
A stranger approached Lily

Stranger: 
Are you a friend of Derick?

Lily: 
Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: 
A reckless drunk driver ran over Derick, and he is in critical condition in the hospital.

11:57 pm:
The doctor walked out of the emergency room; he handed Lily an apple juice and a letter.

Doctor: 
We found this in Derick's pocket.

Lily reads the letter and it says: 
Lily, These past few weeks, I realized you are a really cute girl, and I am really falling for you-your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game. Before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life.
I love you, Lily.

Lily crumpled up the paper and shouted: 

"Derick! I don't want you to die-
I love you; remember that night when we saw a meteor and I mumbled something. I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and that we would never have to end this game. Please don't leave me Derick .. I love you! You can't do this to me!"

Then the clock strikes 12... 

Derick's heart stopped pumping...

It was the 30th day.

Dear Girls (from us guys)..

Don't assume that guys won't care  where you are,because we do. it makes us feel secure to know that our girlfriends aren't off flirting with guys we've never heard of.
Also, don't talk about your EX-BF. we never have or ever will respect or like them, or do we want to hear about them. when u do, u're asking ur BF to be jealous. u're asking ur BF to lose TRUST.
On that, don't hump everything that walks into the room. We don't care friends with other guys. But,when u're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and u jump and tackle him, without even introducing us,.yeaah..it pisses us off..It doesn't help if u sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
Also, when we tell u u're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince u. The sexiest thing about a girls is confidence.yeaah..u can quite me..
You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with u in the first place, u don't have to feel the need to wear shortest skirt or jeans u have, put on every kind of makeup u own. We like u for WHO u are and not WHAT u are..
Don't always talk about how HOT/ HANDSOME every artist that u like in front of us. It's boring, n we don't care... <3

i play with TYPOGRAPHy..^^..

i like this character..nge..

"nobodys perfect,everybody needs support"

Sometimes i had ever thinking about my life,how im gonna continue my life by only in this way..study such as non-learning,waste my time..hmmm..my dream is to become a photographer or a graphic design..tp blhkah saya mencapai impian saya itu hanya dengan cara begini..??
i also like a business MLM(multilevelmarketing) like my father..but,thats just my part time job just now..apa2pun,saya tetap akan berusaha..knp org cacat yg xda tgn n kaki dpt cerahkan masa dpan saya tidak..yey!!..i know i can do this!!..selagi saya hidup,selagi itulh saya akan cari apa yang patut saya miliki di dunia ini..

In this life we have to get/need a money,.without money we can't live(no money,no talk..><")..sometimes we need money for our family,.to work to study,and most importantly for our LOVER..sometimes i feel ashamed, because i can't give what she want to..hm,.malangnya saya ni masih di gelar student dan belum lagi bekerja.but,i ever thought of trying to get something that she want to make her feel so happy..^^..hmm..if can,i don't want her to let me go..I NEED YOUR SUPPORT.. :) ..,<3

..and another funny thing,.if can..she want me to increase my height..hehe..><..yaa,i know im just 155mm,cm,inch,ml..hahaha..pndai2 fikirlh mna satu ngam.. :p ..but..hmmm..mcmnala tu aa klau saya ttap kkal mcmni, wat will happen next..o.O??..hmm..fkir lain kali lh..ngee..but just 1 thing, i want to get a money n i need money for everything.. :) ..but, anyway..i will never forget the GOD..He give me LIFE, BREATH, He gave me everything..JESUS U ARE EVERYTHING..U ARE BEAUTIFULL SAVIOUR..YOU THE ONLY HOPE..THANKS JESUS FOR EVERYTHING..

whEn tHe woRlds tuRns dArk..

When the worlds turn dark and the rain quietly falls,everything is still..even today without a doubt..a can't get out of it, i can't get out from the thoughts of u..I know thats the end thats it's all just foolishness n now i know that it's not true..i am just dissapointed in myself for not being able to get a hold of u because of that pride..on the rainy days u come and fine me torturing me through the night,when the rain starts to stop,u follow slowly, little by little n u will stop as well..i must be drunk, i think i need to stop drinking since the rain is falling, i think i might fall as well..well.this doesn't mean i miss u, no it doesn't mean that..it just mean that the time we had together was a bit sharp when it's the type of day that u really liked..i keep opening the raw memories of u,making the excuse that it's all memories, i take a step forward n i don't even make the effort to escape..i erased all of u, i emptied out all of u..but,when the rain falls again, all the memories of u i hid with effort..it all comes back , it must be looking for u..DEAR,now theres is no path for me to return,but looking at ur happy face,i will still try to laugh since i was the one without the strength to stop u..what can i do about something that already ended??..im just regreting after like the stupid fool i am..rain always falls so it will repeat again..when it stops, that when i will stop as well..

my favourite dancer..!!

yeah!!..this cool guy his is Daniel Cloud Campos,whos call bboy Cloud..

his got a nice move n so creative to get a step to defeat his opponent..

as you can see in the picture,.he is bboy Lilou,they met in the final..

but,so sad..the winner is Lilou not Cloud..><

he's so flexible..

haha..and this is me..><.. .before this i was a bboy also,

and has attended any competitions but never won..hahaha..

But for now i stopped because i want to continue my study..:)..

thats all for today..ngee..><

October 7,2011 friday 10:14pm..

im taken by G****A****..for me shes nice,always make me laugh n smile^___^,

understand me..i like the moment that we've shared sometimes,while holding hand each other..

She can accept me for who I AM,she also always give me motivate..

but..im so stupid,how come i can't realise that she got feeling on me before..><"..but,now..im so happy,thanksfuly,.cause now i can be with her,love her as my GIRLFRIEND..^^<3..im very appreciated this relationship..!!..

DEAR..i will pray to GOD..hope that our relationship will be LAST FOREVER..

SARANGHAMIDA!!^^...<3

playing with effect in photoshop cs5..

adrenaline effect..

forbiden effect

nightmare effect..

Some of my drawing..Teach by Pak Herman,from Jakarta..^^..

helo guys..ngee~..what do u think im doing there..><...

haa..im not EMOing but im EATing..makan tapau bah..